Ending March | Thoughts

I have been busy. Other than all the assignments and presentations, I am currently looking for job. Yeap.

Soon to be in year 3, internship is on the first semester. I am honestly looking forward. I want to go out and see more things; I want to get along with more,  different people. All of all, I'm desperately in need to get away from the usual. Have always been thinking that I'm stuck in this well with all the other 10 frogs. Lol. Time to hop out. 

Still indecisive in where to go to. Been to 2 interviews so far. Don't want to get into details but they weren't too bad. But still, meh. I just want to have more options now, since there's still a little time before the submission.

Sometimes I just think that things I learn in my course is too broad. It's so broad that I don't know which to get down with. What do I really want to do? Here I am again. Escaping no more. 

Still clueless of where would I be in coming few months. But I'm anticipating.

I think I'm really eager to grow. Hahaha.

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I value balance in things. 

I have always been longing at the center. To be neutral, to be able to see things in different perspectives and figure out the pros and cons of all ways. But here's something that I've been contemplating. The scale of critical to creative thinking. So much to be balance in these. Lol. 

Being to have this much of skill and knowledge as other people in this age have, they are either moving toward the critical or creative part. But me, I'm placed at the center. Like fuck. I'm nowhere to be found to the top of these. They are equal to me. 

Now I'm only hoping to broaden my skill in both ways. One day, I will be able to fill up all the space of the scale to two ways, hopefully.

Oh did I forget about mentioning GST? April is coming in 2 days. I'm here like paranoid, paranoid, paranoid. Lol. 

Just like the other consumers, I have fell in this syndrome. I've been buying stuff because of this. GST became the perfect excuse for me to keep buying, be it useful or not. You can tell that I'm now dead broke. I even tried to persuade my dad to buy a car before the 6% is implemented. Lol. Mission impossible. Failed so miserably but come to think of it, it's really gonna be even harder for us the new generation to survive in the future. The depreciating currency, the getting more expensive property, houses and cars but never rising allowance. Lol hooOOOooOooowW???

That sums up my March.